reworked lyrics: my pain

when someone else’s pleasure becomes your endless torment.
‚my pain‘ is a raw and haunting exploration of abuse, betrayal, and emotional devastation. the lyrics are written from the perspective of an observer, an indirect participant who witnesses the violation of another but feels every cut, every scream, as if it were their own. the creative spark for this song came from grappling with the silence that surrounds acts of violence, it reflects the helplessness, rage, and lasting guilt of someone who saw the suffering unfold but couldn’t stop it.

at the same time, the song serves as a hidden accusation against god. the violent scenario described becomes a parable of divine ignorance, a world in which the creator silently allows his creations to harm one another. and since he seems to take pleasure in watching it unfold, the chorus line “your pleasure means my pain” takes on a second, more blasphemous meaning: not just addressing the perpetrator, but pointing a bitter finger upward. with stark imagery and bitter truth, ‚my pain‘ doesn’t seek to comfort, it exists to be felt, endured, and remembered. check it out now.