starkstrom

cold rooms echo, the nights are long,
silence hums like a broken song.
i’ll create what the world denied,
shape my love from the dark inside.

copper veins in a fragile frame,
breathless spark as I speak your name.
lightning burns through the wires inside,
dead no more, you have come alive.

starkstrom! du leihst mir deine macht!
entzuendest schatten, erhellst die nacht!
starkstrom! du brennst wie feuerflut,
zerreißt das herz, und kochst mein blut!
starkstrom! du spielst ein boeses spiel,
verbrennst in mir jedes gefuehl.

see her shine in the light I made,
every line and each curve displayed.
perfect form for the world to see,
she is art, and she came from me.

i have seen what my hands have done,
life I forged now becomes undone.
not the love I had dreamed to find,
so I turned away, left her behind.

starkstrom! du leihst mir deine macht!
entzuendest schatten, erhellst die nacht!
starkstrom! du brennst wie feuerflut,
zerreißt das herz, und kochst mein blut!
starkstrom! du malst das abendrot,
kroenst meine liebe mit dem tod.

du stellst mich an den pranger
verleugnest unser glueck
schenkst meiner liebe zweifel
entfernst dich stueck fuer stueck

du sezierst meine seele
steh ruecklings an der wand
mein herz laesst du verbluten
du haeltst es in der hand

was, nur was hab ich dir angetan?
dass du statt liebe nur hass anhaeufst
was, verdammt geht dir bloß durch den kopf?
wenn du auf rosenblueten amok laeufst
was, nur was kann ich noch fuer dich tun?
wenn du einen krieg mit mir nicht scheust
und scheinbar rein gar nichts bereust

die messen sind gesungen
es gibt kein’ letzten tanz
trug dich auf meinen haenden
strafst mich mit ignoranz

was, ja was hast du mir angetan?
bin verhext von deiner engelsgestalt
wie, nur wie soll ich dich je versteh’n?
wenn sich dein duft in meinem kopf festkrallt
wie, nur wie soll das hier weitergehn?
wenn in mir nur leere widerhallt
denn deine stimme klingt so kalt

i burned for you, i bled for heat
begged you, ”paint it. make it sweet."
for an hour with you I would fight
but you gave only black ’n white.

sketched a dream on naked skin,
sails up high, let fire in.
we could’ve torn the sky apart
but you ran scared from the start.

i'm inside you, can't get out
you're the silence, i’m the shout.
i’m inside you, can’t escape
you're the cut, and i’m the shape.
felt the end, and let it hit
love was art. you ruined it.

dropped my anchor, raised my frame
lived for you, without shame.
let the current pull me through
but you said “friends”, when I said “you”.

told you raw, stripped down, exposed
fed on stares, your silence froze.
colors bled, the white went blind
but you felt nothing, when I stayed kind.

i'm inside you, can't get out
you're the silence, i’m the shout.
i’m inside you, can’t escape
you're the cut, and i’m the shape.
felt the end, and let it hit
love was art. you ruined it.

now you're carved in every line
each new stroke, still not mine.
you jumped free into the dark
i stay trapped inside the spark.

see no fear inside your stare
you're not cruel, just unaware.
canvas bursts in violent hue
i decode what’s left of you.

breaking rule, after school.
pulse runs fast, lies won’t last.
first kiss sparks reckless fire,
school love burns with desire.

no protection, no escape.
just the fall, just the shape.
no restraint, just the heart,
till it tears us apart.

it comes fast, it comes real,
no right way for what we feel.
even if we’re torn apart,
pulled by gut ... till love us do part.

low red light, straps pulled tight.
leather kiss, latex hiss.
she commands, you obey.
crawl for her, and you will stay.

no objection, no refrain.
just the bite, just the chain.
no restraint, just the heart,
till it rips us apart.

it comes fast, it comes real,
no right way for what we feel.
even if we’re ripped apart,
pulled by gut ... till love us do part.

open doors, velvet floors.
eyes ignite. beats collide,
rules dissolve, shed their names,
now they play one shared game.

no correction, no remorse.
just the need, just the force.
no restraint, just the heart,
till it bleeds us apart.

it comes fast, it comes real,
no right way for what we feel.
even if we’re bled apart,
pulled by gut ... till love us do part.

instrumental

i hear your voice call out for me
like incense rising silently
your scent has wrapped around my brain
a silent spell I can’t contain

your parted thighs, a sacred gate
i step inside, surrender fate
my lips now drift toward your sea
you let them in, you set them free

i feel your sweetest sweat tonight
your musk beneath the silver light
your sweetest sweat, it feels so right
I kiss your shape, i lick your fire
each drop you give stokes my desire

my tongue explores your tender ground
where every sigh becomes a sound
you gave me trust, you gave me flame
i bound your wrists and dropped your name

i breathe your sweetest sweat within
your scent beneath my hungry skin
your sweetest sweat, it smells like sin
i kiss your shape, i lick your fire
each drop you give stokes my desire

the room not cold, your breath runs wild
no shame remains, no doubt defiled
your body drenched, your heartbeat fast
i drink your storm, the spell is cast

i taste your sweetest sweat again
your honeyed salt, a sweet domain
your sweetest sweat, engraved like stain
i kiss you deep, i lick you clean
now heaven burns behind the screen

you won’t walk through my night
i won’t feel heat or skin
but your eyes brought me light
and let no darkness in

you won’t belong to me
i won’t take what you hide
one kiss refused to flee
it kept the spark alive

your ships came into port
then vanished without trace
you stayed so cold, so short
that's how love should taste

you won’t lie at my side
i won’t break through your gate
but still I breathe your pride
and swallow down the weight

you won’t be in my bed
i won’t unchain your name
but all the words you said
still fuel the hunger flame

your stars lit up my sky
then vanished without trace
you made me burn and fly
that's how love should taste

you found her lair behind the lights
a temple built for wrongs and rites
the air was red, the floor was black
you crossed the line. no turning back.
her eyes were knives, her lips were steel
you lost your name the night you kneeled.

the black queen strikes!
crowned in shame!
she laughs! she kicks!
she knows your name.
she carved the spade into your skin,
now kiss the throne, confess your sin!

her breath was cold. her hands were flame.
she pressed the truth out of your shame.
you begged for peace. she gave you rope.
you kissed the ground and called it hope.
she burned a law into your chest.
you wore it like a wedding dress.

the black queen strikes!
crowned in shame!
she laughs! she kicks!
she knows your name.
she carved the spade into your skin,
now dig the grave you’re kneeling in!

her crown is rust. her throne is dust.
you fed her love, she called it lust.
your hands are raw, your voice is gone.
you beg to stay. she drags you on.
a mark remains where you were chained,
a black tattoo that spells her reign.

the black queen strikes!
crowned in shame!
she laughs! she kicks!
she knows your name.
she carved the spade into your skin,
now hold your breath, she’ll drag you in!

no way out, no escape, I'm locked inside,
this sickness spreads, it's eating me alive.
you take and take, you drain me dry,
cold ambition, you watch me die.

why did you break me, leave me behind?
torn apart, left choking blind.
every second, every breath,
fuels my rage, fuels my death.
burning hot! jealous fire!
twisting me, taking me higher.
ripping through flesh and bone,
leave me raw, leave me alone!

i count your steps, i map your skin,
every name you breathe cuts in.
i read betrayal in your eyes,
every smile feels like a lie.

why did you cut me, leave me confined?
lost control, lost my mind.
every whisper, every glance,
sets my heart in a violent dance.
burning hot! jealous fire!
twisting me, taking me higher.
ripping through flesh and bone,
leave me raw, leave me alone!

i don't need proof, i need control,
i dig my claws into your soul.
you take and take, i take it back,
strike the match, ignite the crack.

i know these thoughts are poison,
i know i crossed the line.
i build the knives from shadows,
and swear they're real this time.

burning hot! jealous fire!
dragging down, then takes me higher.
ripping through flesh and bone,
this obsession is my home.

i see the truth, i kill it,
i feed the fear I trust.
if love means burning everything,
I’ll burn it into dust.

ich fuehl mich auf dem wasser wohl
und lass mich treiben hin und her
von land zu land von pol zu pol
im kleinen wie im grossen meer

ich bin erregt ich freu mich so
das flossentier im netz nun steckt
ob ostsee oder golf von mexiko
ich hoffe dass mein fang mir schmeckt

der wind wird nirgendwo kuehler wehn
der mast wird nirgendwo strammer stehn
denn schoener noch als fremd zu schlafen
ist nur das fischen im heimathafen

und wenn die see ist gut zu mir
die fischlein kommen dann zu hauf
sie stillen meine fleischesgier
und die natur nimmt ihren lauf

der wind wird nirgendwo kuehler wehn
der mast wird nirgendwo strammer stehn
denn schoener noch als fremd zu schlafen
ist nur das fischen im heimathafen

die kiemenatmer schaun mich an
ich hoer den kuestenvogel schrein
ich tu was ich am besten kann
und tauch mein messer tief hinein

I wake in sweat, the night holds still,
released from what the last dream gave.
I turn and twist, I find no rest,
the dark becomes my only grave.
but then I see you — barely there,
your smile arrests the fall mid-air.

pursued by dread, I search for ground,
last strength I have, the will to stand.
by shadows hunted, into void,
I reach and find no saving hand.
but then I find you, find your face,
your smile restores what void erased.

only your smile cuts through what breaks within,
and holds together what is wearing thin.
the finest thing still burning like a spark,
the dance of your lips cutting through the dark.

each urge to flee has worn me out,
it leaves my blood a frozen thing.
I long for shelter, long for warmth,
but cold and dread are all I bring.
but then I feel you drawing near,
your smile melts through the frozen sheer.

only your smile bids me stop, bids me stay,
yet draws me to you, instant, come what may.
the finest thing to make the silence clear,
the dance of your lips that quiet my fear.

in schweiß gebadet erwache ich
entlassen aus dem letzten traum
gequaelt waelz ich mich von links nach rechts
die dunkelheit haelt mich im zaum
doch dann erblick ich dein gesicht
und dein laecheln faengt mich auf im licht

von aengsten verfolgt such ich nach schutz
der letzte versuch zu widerstehn
von schatten gejagt flieh ich ins nichts
kann die rettende hand nicht seh’n
doch dann erblick ich dich neben mir
und dein laecheln oeffnet mir die tuer

denn nur dein laecheln vermag zu heilen
vermag den schmerz mit mir zu teilen
es ist das schoenste was mir widerfaehrt
der tanz deiner lippen mich stets bekehrt

versuche zur flucht ermueden mich
sie lassen mein blut gefrieren
ich sehne mich nach geborgenheit
nur kaelte und angst existieren
doch dann erblick ich dich ganz nah
und dein laecheln waermt so wunderbar

denn nur dein laecheln laeßt mich verweilen
laeßt mich augenblicklich zu dir eilen
es ist das schoenste was mir widerfaehrt
nichts auf dieser welt hab ich mehr begehrt